Sa hakkad seda aega igatsema...

Viisin täna hommikul P kooli ja mõtlesin, et kui tüdinenud ma olen sellest aastatepikkusest laste lasteaeda ja kooli ja ma ei tea kuhu veel tassimisest. Ja kolmandaga on see kõik ju veel ees...

Ja mõelda vaid, kui mõnus oleks kui nad kõik juba oleksid nii suured kui S. Saaksid ise hakkama peaaegu kõigega. Saaksin K kaasa võtta, alati kui pean töö pärast Eestis käima...näiteks nagu nüüd septembri alguses...ma pean üksi sõitma ja nädal aega üksi seal olema...mis sellest, et töö võtab ju ka palju aega ära...aga ikkagi.

Ja kui koolimajani jõudsin ning vaatasin, et P uksest sisse saab, hakkas mu peas justkui iseensest laulma Trace Adkins laulu "You're gonna miss this":

She was staring out the window of their SUV
Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18
"She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules
"Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school
Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you"

You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this

Before she knows it she's a brand new bride
In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by
He tells her "It's a nice place"
She says "It'll do for now"
Starts talking about babies and buying a house
Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down"

Cause you're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this

Five years later there's a plumber workin' on the water heater
Dog's barkin', phone's ringin'
One kid's cryin', one kid's screamin'
And she keeps apologizin'
He says "They don't bother me.
I've got 2 babies of my own.
One's 36, one's 23.
Huh, it's hard to believe, but...

You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this"



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Ja kõik mu nurinad olid kui peoga pühitud...

Ma võin iga päev, iga kell, viia lapsi kuhu iganes nad soovivad.

Sest ma tean, et kunagi igatsen seda aega tagasi. Juba praegu vaatan S-i ja mõtlen, et kuhu see aeg kõik on lennanud? Ta on juba nii suur ja ei vaja enam minu abi peaaegu üldse. Ja ometi oli see nagu eile, kui teda lasteaeda tassisin ja trenni jne.