2024 TOP
1. Joshua Oppenheimer “The End”
2. Joachim Lang "Führer und Verführer(Führer and Demagogue)"
3. Casey Nicholaw "The book of Mormon"
4. Yorgos Lanthimos “Kind of kindness”(Cannes2024)
5. Robert Eggers “Nosferatu”
6. Ali Abbasi "The apprentice"(Cannes2024)
7. Oliver Hirschbiegel “The angelface/Das Engelsgesicht”
8. Brady Corbet “The Brutalist”
9. Sean Baker "Anora"(Cannes2024)
10. Klaus Härö “Ei koskaan yksin”
11. M Night Shyamalan "Trap"
12. Vaclav Marhoul “McCarthy”
13. Ti West “MaXXXine”
14. Joe Talbot “The Governesses”
15. Francis Ford Coppola “Megalopolis”(Cannes2024)
17. Ron Howard "Eden/Origin of species"
18. Benoit Delhomme “Mothers' instinct”(Eestis juba kinos)
19. Galder Gaztelu-Urrutia “Rich Flu”
20. Alonso Ruizpalacios “La Cocina/The kitchen”(Berlin2024)
21. Todd Phillips "Joker: folie a deux"
22. Cooper Raiff "The trashers"
23. Steve McQueen "Blitz"
24. Robert Zemeckis "Here"
25. Jon M. Chu "Wicked: part one"
26. Clint Eastwood “Juror #2"
27. Moonika Siimets “Must auk"
28. Evan Johnson/Galen Johnson/Guy Maddin “Rumours”(Cannes2024)
29. Quentin Dupieux "Le Deuxieme acte/Second act"(Cannes2024avafilm)
30. Melanie Laurent “The nightingale”
31. Erik Poppe "Quislings Siste Dager"
32. Bruno Dumont “L'Empire/The Empire”(Berlin2024)
33. Jon Watts “Wolfs”
34. Timothy Scott Bogart “Verona”
35. Henrik Martin Dahlsbakken “X”
36. Jaak Kilmi "Vari"
37. Frida Kempff "Rootsi torpeedo"
38. Marielle Heller “Nightbitch”
39. Peter Bebjak "Prague spring"
40. T.C. Christensen “Escape from Germany”
41. Jacques Audiard “Emilia Perez”(Cannes2024)
42. Jeremy Saulnier “Rebel ridge”
43. Pealkirjata Trey Edward Shults'i film
44. Tiina Lymi “Stormskerry Maja/Stormskärs Maja”
45. Malcolm Washington “The Piano lesson”
46. Richard LaGravenese “A family affair”
47. Julian Schnabel “In the hand of Dante”
48. Francois Ozon “Quand Vient L’Automne”
49. Jim Jarmusch "Father mother sister brother"
50. Paul Schrader "Oh Canada"(Cannes2024)
51. Joseph Kosinski pealkirjata Formula 1 Film(2025?)
52. Lynne Ramsay "Polaris"(2025?)
53. Zellner brothers "Sasquatch Sunset" (Sundance2024)
54. Luca Guadagnino “Challengers”(Eestis juba kinos)
55. Daniel Minahan “On swift horses”
56. Nia DaCosta “Hedda”
57. Michael Pearce “Echo valley”
58. Pablo Larrain “Maria”
59. Kantemir Balagov “Butterfly jam”(2025?)
60. Scott Derrickson “The gorge”
61. Duke Johnson “The actor”
62. Eli Roth/Tim Miller “Borderlands”
63. Justin Kurzel “The order”
64. Kirill Serebrennikov “Limonov - The ballad"(Cannes2024)
65. Natalie Erika James "Apartment 7A"
66. Suzanna Fogel “Winner” (Sundance2024)
67. Edward Berger "Conclave"
68. David Michod “Wizards!”
69. Kevin Costner “Horizon: An American saga"(Cannes2024)
70. Julia von Heinz "Treasure" (Berliin2024)
71. Greg Berlanti "Fly me to the moon"
72. Alejandro Monteverde “Cabrini”
73. Sara Sugarman/Jonas Åkerlund “Midas Man”
74. Paolo Sorrentino “Parthenope”(Cannes2024)
75. Andrea Arnold’s “Bird”(Cannes2024)
76. Sam Taylor-Johnson "Back to black"(Eestis juba kinos)
77. Gabriela Cowperthwaite "I.S.S."(netis üleval)
78. Mimi Cave "Holland, Michigan"
79. Chao-Liang Huang “Yi dao tian tang/Heaven and hell”
80. Tilman Singer "Cuckoo" (Berliin2024)
81. Michael Showalter "The idea of you"(SXSW2024)
82. Mike Leigh "Hard truths"
83. Michel Fanco "Dreams"
84. Alice Lowe “Timestalker”(SXSW2024)
85. Luca Guadagnino "Queer"
86. Coralie Fargeat "The substance"(Cannes2024)
87. Paul Greengrass "The hood"(2025?)
88. David Cronenberg "The Shrouds"(Cannes2024)
89. James Mangold “A Complete Unknown/Going Electric”
90. D'Innocenzo brothers "Dostoevsky" (Berliin2024)
91. Nora Fingscheidt "The outrun" (Sundance2024)
92. Coen Brothers “The Zebra Striped Hearse”
93. Alex Scharfman "Death of a Unicorn"
94. Ridley Scott "Gladiator 2"
95. Halina Reijn “Babygirl”
96. Magus Von Horn "Pigen med nålen/The girl with the needle"(Cannes2024)
97. Gustav Möller "Sons/Vogter"(Berlin2024)
98. Ishana Shyamalan "The watchers"
99. Payal Kapadia "All we imagine as light"(Cannes2024)
100. Bille August "Me, you"(2025?)
Lee Tamahori "Emperor"
Marko Raat "Biwa järve 8 nägu" (Eestis juba kinos)
Tsai Ming-liang "Abiding Nowhere" (Berliin2024)
Zelda Williams "Lisa Frankenstein" (netis üleval)
Johanna Pyykkö “Ebba”
Marc Noda “The lineman”
Tõnis Pill "Frank"
Johnny Depp "Modi"
David Michaels "The third parent"
Dev Patel “Monkey man” (netis üleval)
Jonathan Kent “A long day's journey into night”
Anna Boden/Ryan Fleck “Freaky tales” (Sundance2024)
Lee Isaac Chung "Twisters"
Caitlin Cronenberg "Humane"
Mel Gibson "Passion of the Christ: Resurrection"
Tim Burton “Beetlejuice 2”
Peter Greenaway "Lucca Mortis"
Jia Zhang-ke “Feng Liu Yi Dai/Caught by the tides”(Cannes2024)
Mark Molloy “Beverly Hills Cop: Axel Foley”
Kenji Kamiyama “The Lord of the Rings: The War of the Rohirrim”
George Miller “Furiosa”(Cannes2024)
Gareth Evans “Havoc”
Ethan Coen “Drive-Away Dolls” (netis üleval)
Aaron Schimberg “A different man” (Sundance2024)
Osgood Perkins "Longlegs"
Alexandre de La Patelliere/Matthieu Delaporte “The count of Monte Cristo” (Cannes2024)
John Krasinski "If"
Leos Carax “C’est Pas Moi” (Cannes2024)
David Leitch "The Fall Guy" (Eestis juba kinos)
David Ayer "The beekeeper"
Jessica Palud “Maria”(Cannes2024)
Jane Schoenbrun "I saw the TV glow" (Sundance2024)
Fede Alvarez "Alien: Romulus"
Reinaldo Marcus Green "Bob Marley: One love"
Adam Cooper "Sleeping dogs"
Potsy Ponciroli "Greedy people"
Kiyoshi Kurosawa "Serpent's path"
Lucile Hadzihalilovic “La tour de Glace”
Eva Sepping "Rändajad"
Miguel Gomes "Grand Tour"(Cannes2024)
Pixar/Kelsey Mann “Inside Out 2”
Fernando Trueba “Haunted heart”
Gary Dauberman “Salem's lot”
Chris Sanders "The wild robot"
Rachel Morrison "Flint strong"
Audrey Diwan "Emmanuelle"
Gonzalo Lopez-Gallego “American star”
Irving Franco “Adam the first”
John Ridley “Shirley”
Justin Baldoni "It ends with us"
Christophe Honore “Marcello Mio/Summer Boy”(Cannes2024)
Karim Ainouz “Motel Destino”(Cannes2024)
Runar Runarsson "When the Light Breaks"(Cannes2024)
Olivier Assayas "Hors de temps"
Emmanuel Mouret “Une honnête femme”
Arkasha Stevenson "The first omen"
Wes Ball "Kingdom of the Planet of the Apes"
Agathe Riedinger “Diamant Brut”(Cannes2024)
Barry Jenkins "Mufasa: the Lion King"
Tina Mabry "The Supremes at Earl’s All-You-Can-Eat"
Steven Soderbergh "Presence" (Sundance2024)
Kobi Libii "The American Society of Magical Negroes" (Sundance2024)
Max & Sam Eggers "The front room"
Martti Helde "Vara küps"(netis üleval)
S.J. Clarkson "Madame Web"
David Lowery "Mother Mary"
Adrian Molina "Elio"
Liina Triškina-Vanhatalo "Emalõvi"
Klaus Menzel "What about love"
Kay Cannon "My ex-friend's wedding"
Michael Zaiko Hall "Peter five eight"
Jon Gunn "Ordinary angels"
John Stevenson "The ark and the Aardvark"
Paul Dektor "American dreamer"
Arnaud Desplechin “Spectateurs”(Cannes2024)
Andrew Stanton "In the blink of an eye"
Isaiah Saxon “The legend of Ochi”
Na Hong-jin "Hope"
Alain Guiraudie “Misericorde”(Cannes2024)
Patricia Mazuy “Alma et Mina”
Carlos Reygadas "Wake of Umbra"
Dea Kulumbegashvili “Those Who Find Me”
Bi Gan “Resurrection”
Xavier Beauvois “La Vallée des Fous”
Marianne Elliott "The salt path"
Rebecca Lenkiewicz "Hot milk"
Sharon Maguire "Longbourn"
Raul ja Romet Esko "Mind on kaks"
Tim Mielants "Small things like these"
Jane Anderson "Women in the castle"
Joachim Rønning "Young woman and the sea"
Howard J. Ford "DarkGame"
Graham Henman "Bone in the throat"
Derek Presley "Tonic"
Matthias Glasner "Sterben"
Lamberto Bava "Twins"
Ole Christian Madsen "Boundless/Den grænseløse"
André Téchiné "Dans le viseur"
Michael Rozek "Marianne"
Levan Akin “Crossing”
Timo Tjahjanto "The last train to New York"
James Strong "Anna"
Christine Jeffs “A mistake”
Flora Lau “Luz”
Helene Cattet/Bruno Forzani “Darling”
Isabel Sandoval “Tropical gothic”
Jaume Collet-Serra “Carry-on”
Gilles Lellouche “L'Amour Ouf”
Jeremy Clapin "Pendant ce temps sur Terre/Meanwhile on earth" (Berliin2024)
Shawn Levy “Deadpool & Wolverine”
Josh Gordon/Will Speck “Distant”
Juan Carlos Fresnadillo “Damsel” (netis 8.03)
Justin Anderson “Swimming home”
Kazik Radwanski "Matt and Mara"
Kuba Czekaj "Lipstick on the glass"
Lee Daniels “The deliverance”
Zoe Kravitz “Blink twice”
Lee Hong-chi "Love is a gun"
Marco Dutra “Bury your dead/Enterre seus Mortos”
Marco La Via/Hanna Ladoul “Funny birds”
Mareike Engelhardt “Rabia”
Johanna Moder “Motherhood”
Abderrahmane Sissako “The perfumed hill/Black tea”
Robert Guedignan “La Pie Voleuse”
Andrew Patterson “Rivals of Amziah King”
Anthony&Joe Russo "Electric state"
Davis Simanis "Marijas klusums/Maria's Silence" (Berliin2024)
James Watkins "Speak no evil"
Dougal Wilson "Paddington in Peru"
Nicholas Stoller "Cordially invited"
Pamela Adlon "Babes" (SXSW2024)
Gil Kenan "Ghostbusters: Frozen Empire" (netis olemas)
Kyle Mooney "Y2K" (SXSW2024)
Sean Charmatz “Orion and the dark”
Tawfik Alzaidi “Norah”(Cannes2024)
Peter Chan “She's got no name”(Cannes2024)
Arnaud Larrieu, Jean-Marie Larrieu “Le Roman de Jim”(Cannes2024)
Rithy Panh “Rendez-Vous avec Pol Pot”(Cannes2024)
Emmanuel Courcol “The Matching Bang”(Cannes2024)
Nabil Ayouch “Everybody Loves Touda”(Cannes2024)
Roberto Minervini “The Damned”(Cannes2024)
Boris Lojkine “L’histoire de Souleymane”(Cannes2024)
Ariane Labed “September Says”(Cannes2024)
Mo Harawe “The Village Next to Paradise”(Cannes2024)
Guan Hu “Black Dog”(Cannes2024)
Lætitia Dosch “Who Let the Dog Bite?”(Cannes2024)
Louise Courvoisier “Vingt Dieux !”(Cannes2024)
Julien Colonna “Le Royaume”(Cannes2024)
Konstantin Bojanov “The Shameless”(Cannes2024)
Rungano Nyoni “On Becoming a Guinea Fowl”(Cannes2024)
Hiroshi Okuyama “My Sunshine”(Cannes2024)
Sandhya Suri “Santosh”(Cannes2024)
Truong Minh Quy “Viet and Nam”(Cannes2024)
Halfdan Ullmann Tøndel “Armand”(Cannes2024)
Soi Cheang “Twilight of the Warrior Walled In”(Cannes2024)
Seung Wan Ryoo “I, The Executioner”(Cannes2024)
Lorcan Finnegan “The Surfer“(Cannes2024)
Noemie Merlant “The Balconettes“(Cannes2024)
Daniel Auteuil “Le Fil”(Cannes2024)
Raoul Peck “Ernest Cole, Lost and Found”(Cannes2024)
Sergei Loznitsa “The Invasion“(Cannes2024)
Claire Simon “Apprendre”(Cannes2024)
Yolande Zauberman “La Belle de Gaza”(Cannes2024)
Michel Hazanavicius “The most precious of cargoes”anima(Cannes2024)
Mohammad Rasoulof “The seed of the sacred fig”(Cannes2024)
Emanuel Parvu “Three Kilometres to the End of the World”(Cannes2024)
Celine Sallette “Niki”(Cannes2024)
Gints Zilbalodis “Flow”anima(Cannes2024)
Oliver Stone "Lula"dokk(Cannes2024)
Gaël Morel "Vivre, Mourir, Renaitre"(Cannes2024)
Lou Ye "An unfinished film"(Cannes2024)
TOP100 AASTA 2023 FILMID, MIS VAJA VEEL NÄHA:
1. Karim Ainouz “Firebrand” (Cannes2023)
2. Ellen Kuras “Lee” (Toronto2023)
3. Jeff Nichols “The Bikeriders”
4. Richard Linklater “Hit man” (Veneetsia2023)
5. Viggo Mortensen “The dead don't hurt” (Toronto2023)
6. Zar Amir Ebrahimi/Guy Nattiv "Tatami"
7. Bertrand Bonello “La Bete/The beast” (Veneetsia2023)
8. Atom Egoyan "Seven veils" (Toronto2023)
9. Anna Kendrick "Woman of the hour" (Toronto2023)
10. Annie Baker "Janet planet"
11. Felipe Carmona "Prison in the Andes"
12. Christy Hall "Daddio"
13. Sally El Hosaini/James Krishna Floyd "Unicorns"
14. Andrew Durham “Fairyland” (Sundance2023)
15. Michael Winterbottom “Shoshana” (Toronto2023)
16. Azazel Jacobs “His three daughters” (Toronto2023)
17. Delphine Deloget "All to play for/Rien à perdre"
18. Kristin Scott Thomas "North star"
19. Niclas Larsson “Mother couch” (Toronto2023)
20. Florian Schwartz "German Crime story: Deadlock"
21. Joseph Schuman/Austin Stark "Coup!"
22. Ivo van Hove "A little life"
23. Tia Kouvo “Mummola/Family Time”
24. Takeshi Kitano "Kubi"
25. Julio Torres “Problemista”
26. Lone Scherfig “The movie teller/La Contadora de Películas” (Toronto2023)
27. Christopher Walters “Comedy of war: Laughter in Ukraine” (Tribeca2023)
28. Michael Keaton "Knox goes away"
29. James Marsh “Dance first” (San Sebastian2023)
30. Martin Provost “Bonnard, Pierre and Marthe”
31. Noah Pritzker "Ex-husbands"
32. Martin Zandvliet “Tove's room/Toves værelse”
33. Anand Tucker “The critic” (Toronto2023)
34. Michael Shannon "Eric LaRue"
35. Ethan Hawke "Wildcat" (Toronto2023)
36. Jeanne Herry "All Your Faces/Je verrai toujours vos visages"
37. Stephanie Di Giusto "Rosalie"
38. Christoph Hochhäusler “Bis ans Ende der Nacht/Till the end of the night” (Berlin2023)
39. Pawo Choyning Dorji “The monk and the gun” (Telluride2023)
40. Ladj Ly "Les Indesirables"
41. Jan Holoubek "Doppelgänger. Sobowtor"
42. Saverio Costanzo “Finalemente L'Alba”
43. Zhang Yimou "Under the light"
44. John Thornblad “Sockerexperimentet”
45. Hao Ning "The movie emperor"
46. Cristi Puiu “MMXX” (San Sebastian2023)
47. Robert Hloz "Restore point"
48. Wang Bing “Youth”(Cannes2023)
49. James Napier Robertson "Joika"
50. Jonas Rothlaender “Power of love”
51. Luc Besson “DogMan” (Veneetsia2023)
52 Brian Helgeland "Finestkind"
53. Dustin Guy Defa “The Adults” (netis olemas)
54. Sofia Exarchou "Animal"
55. Richard Holm “Avgrunden/The abyss”
56. Greg Kwedar "Sing sing" (Toronto2023)
57. Luna Carmoon "Hoard"
58. Daishi Matsunaga "Egoist"
59. Patricia Arquette "Gonzo girl"
60. Robert Lorenz “In the land of saints and sinners”
61. Rebecca Miller “She came to me” (Berlinale2023)
62. Pascal Plante “Les chambres rouges/Red rooms”
63. Amjaad Al Rasheed "Inshallah a boy"
64. Chelsea Peretti “First time female director” (Tribeca2023)
65. Luke Gilford "National anthem"
66. Maria Lundqvist "Om att våga flyga"
67. Cru Ennis, Lee Roy Kunz "Deliver us"
68. Oskar Mellander "Canceled"
69. Bill Oliver “Our son” (Tribeca2023)
70. Melanie Laurent “Wingwomen/Voleuses” (netis olemas)
71. Sam Fell “Chicken Run: Dawn of the Nugget”
72. Elise Girard “Sidonie au Japon”
73. Andreas Öhman “En dag kommer allt det här bli ditt”
74. Lee Hae-young "Phantom/Yuryeong"
75. Imran J. Khan "Mustache"
76. Dominic Savage "Close to you"
77. Keat Aun Chong "Snow in midsummer"
78. Lu Zhang "The shadowless tower"
79. William Friedkin “The Caine Mutiny Court Martial”
80. Tim Story “The Blackening” (netis olemas)
81. Lee Tamahori "The convert"
82. Vladimir Peršic "La honte/Lost country"
83. Jean-Stéphane Sauvaire "Asphalt city/Black flies"
84. Dominique Abel/Fiona Gordon “L'Etoile filante/The falling star”
85. Martin Skovbjerg “København findes ikke/Copenhagen does not exist”
86. Jeremy Garelick "Murder mystery 2"
87. Leigh Brooks “Hate to Love: Nickelback” doc (Toronto2023)
88. Karin af Klintberg “Kungen/The king”
89. Hur Jin-ho "A normal family"
90. Xiaogang Gu “Dwelling by the lake/Cao mu ren jian”
91. Simon Sandquist "Karusell"
92. Joao Canijo “Mal Viver/Bad Living”
93. Gabriel Abrantes “Amelia’s Children” (MOTELX2023, PÖFF2023)
94. Frauke Finsterwalder “Sisi & I/Sisi & ich”
95. Chandler Levack “I like movies”
96. Bess Wohl “Baby Ruby”
97. Catherine Corsini “Le retour” (Cannes2023)
98. Kim Jee-woon “Cobweb/The spider house”
99. Kristin Gore/Damian Kulash "Beanie Bubble"
100. Ibrahim Nash'at "Hollywoodgate"
65 FILMI VEELGI VARASEMATEST AASTATEST
About Joan (netis olemas)
Allelujah (netis olemas)
Alma & Oskar
Amazing Maurice
Baltic truth
Before, now & then
Bröllop, begravning och sop (netis olemas)
Butcher's crossing (netis olemas)
Comedy queen (netis olemas)
Daliland (netis olemas)
Dancing queens (netis olemas)
Der Maler/The painter (Hirschbiegleri dokk)
Die Stillen Trabanten/Dark satellites
Diorama (netis olemas)
Don Juan (2022)(netis olemas)
Dreamin' wild
Duran Duran - A Hollywood High
Enys men (netis olemas)
Fathers and mothers/Fædre & Mødre
Fixation
Fragments of the last will
Fucking with nobody (netis olemas)
Human flowers of flesh
Inland
It is in us all (netis olemas)
Koputus/The knocking
Krigsseileren/War sailor (tahaks filmina mitte telesarjana näha)
Kärleksbevis (netis olemas)
La Syndicaliste (netis olemas)
Lady Chatterley's lover (netis olemas)
Les Amandiers/Forever young
Loving Highsmith (netis olemas)
Maigret (netis olemas)
Marlowe (netis olemas)
Moving on (netis olemas)
Nika
Of an age (netis olemas)
One of these days (netis olemas)
Onoda: 10000 nights in the jungle
Out of the darkness 2/De forbandede år 2 (netis olemas)
Piggy (netis olemas)
Rebel (netis olemas)
Resurrection (netis olemas)
Rheingold (netis olemas)
Rosaline (netis olemas)
Sanctuary (netis olemas)
Scarlet/L'Envol
Seriously red (netis olemas)
Showing up (netis olemas)
Skin deep/Aus meiner haut
Substration (netis olemas)
The Integrity of Joseph Chambers (netis olemas)
The Pez outlaw (netis olemas)
The prank
Thomas vs. Thomas (A Sensational Theory Regarding an Insignificant Life in the Multiverse)/Thomas mot Thomas (en sensasjonell teori om det ubetydelige livet i multiverset) (netis olemas)
Ticket to paradise (netis olemas)
Tisdagsklubben (netis olemas)
Trip (netis olemas)
UFO Sverige (netis olemas)
Unrest
Ur spår (netis olemas)
White dog/Chien blanc (netis olemas)
Who wants to live forever?
Will-o'-the Wisp/Fogo-Fatuo (netis olemas)
Vortex (netis olemas)
3 kommentaari:
Super! Selle viimase lõiguga panid Sa küll täppi!!! :D:D:D Ma olen väga hea meelega üks väga tore inimene ja Sa tõid selle kirjutisega tõepoolest naeratuse huulile, eh, "naeratus" on vähe öeldud, naersin ikka kohe päris häälekalt!:D:D:D
Nii tore on armastada ja olla õnnelik, eks ole!?!
Siis tahaks kogu maailma emmata ja kõigile naeratada ja tunnedki, et armastadki kõiki ja kõike ja nii hea on olla!!!
Ja kui särad ise ning kiirgad armastust, siis saad seda ka vastu, selles on Sul igal juhul õigus! :)
Numeroloogia järgi on minu elu ülesanne leida armastust ja seda kõigile jagada - vahel tunnen küll iga rakuga, et see on just see, mis on minu jaoks! :)
Kui jagad armastust, saad seda ka vastu ja maailm on õnnelikum!
Sinu moto töötab igal juhul! :)
Sulle soovin jätkuvat armastust ja siis saad seda ka suurtes kogustes vastu, siis on Sul jälle teistele jagada palju armastust ja siis saad seda ka ise suurtes kogustes vastu ja nii see ring katkematult käib... :) Väga ilus on selline elu, eks?! :)
Tegid tuju heaks! Aitäh!!!! :)
Vabandust, unustasin küsida - miks Sa ometi öösiti ei maga??? :)
Mul on nii hea meel! Aitäh armsa sõnumi eest!
Me kõik oleme armastust väärt ja nii tore on ju armastusekillukesi leida, eriti kohtadest kus kohast neid leida ei oskakski. Nii rõõmsatest kui kurbadest hetkedest, nii lähedastelt kui kaugetelt inimestelt, nii suurt armastust kui ka pisikesi, vaevalt märgatavaid terasid. Sellepärast ma ka selle jutu blogisse kirjutasin. Et kes teab...võibolla keegi leiab sealt endale oma pisikese "killukese". Sõnad tulid ju otse südamest...
Aga miks ma öösel ei maga...seda ma ise ka ei tea...nii palju põnevat on vaja teha, palju olulist mõelda...ja pingelise töö ning kolme lapse kõrvalt ongi need öised hetked ainsad, kui saab oma mõtetega olla kahekesi...võibolla sellepärast? Aga ilmselt tuleneb see ikka tunnetest. Ma õhtul lähen mõne raamatu, filmi, telesaate, teatri või mõne muu elamuse või miks ka mitte mõne blogi-loo või lihtsalt K-ga vestluse peale nii keema, et maha jahtumiseks on vaja asjade üle mõelda ning see ei lasegi unel tulla.
Praegu ka kell juba varsti 1 (öösel).
Just lugesin näiteks Leelo Tungla ühe luuletuse (lastele lasteraamatust "Koer tunneb koera" ette). See on nii ilus ja kurb ja mingis mõttes leian paralleele oma tütrega, mis sellest, et tal koera ei ole ...kirjutan selle siia:
See tüdruk
See tüdruk on selline vaikne
ning nukrutseb ühtevalu.
Ta pole küll mingi paike,
aga lärmamist lihtsalt ei talu,
kuid klassis on kakskümmend neli
last, ja lisaks veel õpetaja...
Ükski tasane sõna või heli
jutusuminast läbi ei kaja.
Tal oleks küll kõnelda paljust,
aga häält tõsta justkui on häbi -
tüdruk pelgab, et suminast valjust
tema sõnad ei murra end läbi.
"Kas sul on nututuju?"
küsib naeratav õpetaja.
Tüdruk sosistab: "Mul on koju
kohe kiiresti minna nüüd vaja!"
Istub toas vaikselt ehakumal,
süles koera suur karvane pea...
Koer on koolitamata ja rumal,
aga lapse jaoks armas ja hea.
...
Jälle üks armastusekilluke, kas pole?! Unetuna öösel üleval olemiseks pole minu jaoks eriti rohkem vajagi...Ja lisaks miks ka mitte lihtsalt see fakt, et selle oma eilse öö jutuga ühe inimese, ehk siis Sinu tuju suutsin heaks teha! Mul on nii hea meel ja ei taha seda head tuju "maha magada".
Ja kuidas nende kildude all üldse uinuda...uni sellises killusajus lihtsalt ei tule :)
Nüüd kell ongi juba 1 läbi ja ma vägisi panen läpaka kaane kinni ja katsun pimedas ikkagi uinuda...koos kõikide nende "armastuse-kildudega" :)
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